total nuts becoming.
this is so entirely bad. so much till i'm questioning myself over and over again. it's crazy at home; and the things i really shouldn't be caring about here is suddenly thrust upon me. i wonder how much more i can actually take before my breaking point.
okay, lighter matters.
this past week has been, quite fun actually. my dates with my new and improved babe has been scads and scads of fun. just what i needed baby. thanks so much. i don't believe i ever laughed quite that much in such a long time. so it was definitely what both of us needed. and can you believe that crappy security guard who kept lurking by and finding every opportunity to speak to us? i think he was so interested in you. it can't be me and my big assets as i was SO covered up. so it must be you.
haha. it feels like primary school all over again. ((:
and you know what, you don't need her. you'll always have me! haha. but seriously speaking, if she gives you that much grief, think about it, is it worth it at all? and, i just don't want to see you getting hurt and disappointed again. it's not the first time and you know it. so yeah.
remember, only a phone call or message away.
then that was that class outing on friday. met up with the girls. it was really something. fun like before in school, only not that much stress anymore. what were we thinking, speaking so loudly about such naughty stuff. i'm surprised we didn't get apprehended. after that, the boys. my have they changed! well, at least most of them are off to tp, just like me, so i'll have some company! since meiwen didn't get in. haha. anyways, next time i promise, that i would wear more sensible shoes. haha.
and, have a safe trip D.Tay. and have fun sharing a room with steven in sydney. i'll visit you guys when i go there. hopefully soon.
i really need to get out of the country. since my auntie is willing to pay for my ticket anywhere nearby, i really wouldn't mind taking a short trip to Australia or maybe Bali or Phuket. i miss bali and phuket. everything's so peaceful and cheap there. or maybe aussie, i can repeat what i did the last time i was there. plus, with tonnes of new friends made there, i can visit them. so yeah, weighing the options. maybe hongkong? supposedly the shopping there is real good. that's from meiwen and xuan anyways.
speaking bout that. planning to head out to desaru with them, i mean xuan, freda and wendy, probably after xuan's o's. just for a couple of days. i mean, it's a cheap ferry to get there, with a bungalow with a beautiful golf course as your backyard and the beach just a buggy ride away, who wouldn't want it?
maybe could invite more people too. it'll be tonnes of fun. and, i guess my family can take the neighboring one, so they can settle their nerves while keeping their beady eyes on me. but, who would want to put your friends to such torture?
just have to check it with my parents tho, and i guess that would definitely be tough. trust issues again. there you go.
hmm, maybe for my eighteenth birthday party. wouldn't that be a blast?
anyways, to natalin. hope your leg gets better soon, and thankyou for being such a loyal reader. HAHA. reading my boring archives and all that. HAHA. ((:
you know what? i really must be seriously delirious of ever thinking about this. it wouldn't happen in a 5469216564378 years. why am i wasting my time on this beats me, but i just can't seem to get it//you out of my mind. so what is one to do, i wonder. so God, if you are hearing this, please send me some divine enlightenment.
i know this is an extremely wordy entry. to make up for all those lost days. haha.
xoxo.
p.s. FREDA. i hope you get your present real soon. i absolutely cannot believe how expensive it is to send a parcel to LA. it's unbelievable. so, enjoy! ((:
okay, lighter matters.
this past week has been, quite fun actually. my dates with my new and improved babe has been scads and scads of fun. just what i needed baby. thanks so much. i don't believe i ever laughed quite that much in such a long time. so it was definitely what both of us needed. and can you believe that crappy security guard who kept lurking by and finding every opportunity to speak to us? i think he was so interested in you. it can't be me and my big assets as i was SO covered up. so it must be you.
haha. it feels like primary school all over again. ((:
and you know what, you don't need her. you'll always have me! haha. but seriously speaking, if she gives you that much grief, think about it, is it worth it at all? and, i just don't want to see you getting hurt and disappointed again. it's not the first time and you know it. so yeah.
remember, only a phone call or message away.
then that was that class outing on friday. met up with the girls. it was really something. fun like before in school, only not that much stress anymore. what were we thinking, speaking so loudly about such naughty stuff. i'm surprised we didn't get apprehended. after that, the boys. my have they changed! well, at least most of them are off to tp, just like me, so i'll have some company! since meiwen didn't get in. haha. anyways, next time i promise, that i would wear more sensible shoes. haha.
and, have a safe trip D.Tay. and have fun sharing a room with steven in sydney. i'll visit you guys when i go there. hopefully soon.
i really need to get out of the country. since my auntie is willing to pay for my ticket anywhere nearby, i really wouldn't mind taking a short trip to Australia or maybe Bali or Phuket. i miss bali and phuket. everything's so peaceful and cheap there. or maybe aussie, i can repeat what i did the last time i was there. plus, with tonnes of new friends made there, i can visit them. so yeah, weighing the options. maybe hongkong? supposedly the shopping there is real good. that's from meiwen and xuan anyways.
speaking bout that. planning to head out to desaru with them, i mean xuan, freda and wendy, probably after xuan's o's. just for a couple of days. i mean, it's a cheap ferry to get there, with a bungalow with a beautiful golf course as your backyard and the beach just a buggy ride away, who wouldn't want it?
maybe could invite more people too. it'll be tonnes of fun. and, i guess my family can take the neighboring one, so they can settle their nerves while keeping their beady eyes on me. but, who would want to put your friends to such torture?
just have to check it with my parents tho, and i guess that would definitely be tough. trust issues again. there you go.
hmm, maybe for my eighteenth birthday party. wouldn't that be a blast?
anyways, to natalin. hope your leg gets better soon, and thankyou for being such a loyal reader. HAHA. reading my boring archives and all that. HAHA. ((:
you know what? i really must be seriously delirious of ever thinking about this. it wouldn't happen in a 5469216564378 years. why am i wasting my time on this beats me, but i just can't seem to get it//you out of my mind. so what is one to do, i wonder. so God, if you are hearing this, please send me some divine enlightenment.
i know this is an extremely wordy entry. to make up for all those lost days. haha.
xoxo.
p.s. FREDA. i hope you get your present real soon. i absolutely cannot believe how expensive it is to send a parcel to LA. it's unbelievable. so, enjoy! ((:
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